justrun-.

pain is just weakness leaving the body

whoosh. time trial today. gosh my asthma was killing me! especially on those hills. very scary.. i was wheezing :O now i'm worried about what i'm going to do if i get a really bad attack during the race. finally i was able to get out of bed today without feeling that my legs had knives stuck in them. mm.

final 6 days before the race. i'm actually very scared, nervous, anxious, freaked out. uh, but i guess i've done all i can do? now just to sit back, lose weight and make sure i don't get sick. i'm still pondering over what to do about the vicious medication that i'm supp to take though. it makes me want to puke, really. but when i don't take it, i get really bad gastric. makes you wonder how far medicine has really advanced.. (stares at pc doctor)

commonwealth games! holey fish! the times are damnnnn fast. ahha and australian domination man. too bad ch5 only had a short SNIPPET of the MEN'S RACE. like hello?! what about WOMEN. gender bias once again... anw, watching the men's race was good too. inspirational. their transitions are like WHOOSH. super fast and fluid! while their swim, bike and run legs were solid. ahha. not sure which part was gaseous though... you should've seen the running! they looked like they were sprinting the WHOLE WAY. legs moving at such a high cadence. i was so wowed out.

mm emma snowsill is so pretty. (is it me? or are emmas all pretty. like emma watson!) and i LOVE THE MUSCLES! omg. all of the people competing had GREAT BODIES! how on earth do you get a body like that?! hm and guess what? emma snowsill started tri at 16. haha. cool. check out all their muscles!

EMMA SNOWSILL! look at those muscles... LOOK AT THOSE MUSCLES! are you looking?? look some more..

okay on the other hand, learning journey wk coming up. NO MORE SCH HOLS. HOLey pigs. time to take everything up a notch. need to do last min preparations for the race, as well as MAJOR MUGGING for upcoming tests. grades are shit important. and i've been losing focus a lot lately.

hmm some TAS mini ~~conflicts~~ cornflakes going on lately... okay maybe not so mini. but hope stuff improves. this is like the start of a revolution! uprising! and we are the philosophes.. no more absolute monarchy! (haha french rev, mr g will be proud) hurhur alrighties then. hope the jc dudes will have it easier on them. seems like a really tragic situation to be in. i'm scared.. lol. cos i'm going to be in jc next yr too! (unless i fail so bad that they banish me to timbuktu, which is actually quite possible).

went to jx's house to borrow his bike box after training. his house is damn kewlz worx. the architecture..what is it?? french influence?? don't know it looks so nice. and using the bike box of a champion is so scary. haha. it's like "i'm using CJH's bike box!OMG". riite i sound like a bimbo.

KAY BYE! i will go be good and study. long live tuition. tuition rocks.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [12:45]

and took [20060319] strides

it's the passion that drives you